post surgerhy

went in at like 7am fir surgerty.

i have all sthes wires attached to my fingers so typin i s impossible.

i am in the worst pain i've ever felt in my life

it feels like my foot was cut open on both sides from ankle to mid-calf and someone rubbed all my muscles and joints with sandpaper adn then closed my leg and is now sealing it shut with a blowtorch. on top of that they stuck it agin in a too-tight cast and my foot is totally asleep with that pins and needle feeling and there's no way to escape it

oh also my toe is blue because they suspended my entire lieg by the toe again for however lomg the surgery lasted. 3 hours? i don't know.

oh also they gave me an epidural which is a big needle in my spine for the pain. at the time it was lovely. but no that its out i hav ea puncture wound in my spine and it kills

also i stil have gel in my hari from friday night. how gross is that.

i want to die